He has told me that one way or another he is going to see me this weekend. I'm not sure how it will work as I have to get my car to my mechanic, and I'm not sure when that will happen, but somehow I will see him, and hold him, and snuggle in his arms.
I can't believe what a sap I'm becoming. I spent time with "the other guy from that weekend" last night, and was actually comfortable. No tension, just comfort. Sure I still find him attractive but he isn't my sweetie. he doesn't make me feel as special as my sweetie does. Come to think of it, I don't remember the last person who made me feel this special.
I need to work, but I'm having trouble concentrating. It's so much fun. Mind you, knowing my life, this is when the other guy realizes that he is madly in love with me. Nah, even MY life isn't that .... unlikely.
A guy I knew from back in Law School showed up here a little while ago. He and I, well, let's just say the end of things was, um ..... look, let's just say that I'm so happy courtesy of my sweetie that even seeing this guy didn't upset me, and THAT says A LOT.
Back to an attempt at work!