Deb (debkitty) wrote,
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Questions and Answers

Well, I finally have some answers. Actually, I have AN answer, but it seems to be the only one that matters. It basically boils down to "no, I don't have time and/or energy for you right now." Phrased nicer than that, but effect is still the same.

I guess that's OK. I didn't know what I wanted in the first place, and now I guess I don't have to decide. Or maybe I still do, just for myself. I don't know.

It has been an interesting weekend for my love life. I got to know better a guy who I had barely known, and I'm discovering that I really like him. As for what I want from him, again, I'm not sure. I think I can only figure out what I want from someone after spending time with them, and the clues just start to come faster and faster until the picture comes into focus. Of course, I'm not sure how much sense that made. After all, it is earlier in the morning than I prefer to attempt coherence. I met another guy who seems cool, but I was more focused on the one I already knew. We shall see what happens.

Into The Woods is once again ringing in my ears: "Do you know what you wish? Are you certain what you wish is what you want? If you know what you want, then make a wish." I wish I knew what I wanted.

Ah well, onward to work!
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